WELCOME !

This Holiday Nothing Special Though, But It Passed So Fast!!

We Had A Class Chalet,Wanted To Stay There But Need To Accompany Pika Boy Home,

As At First I Also Dont Feel Like Staying Too..

But Then I Was Thinking That This Is The First Class Chalet And Wanna See How Goes..

Not Long After, Rachel Organized A Day Out With All Of Our Friends To East Coast Park..

Had A Great, Enjoyable And Also My Emo Time Though Lols..

Yesterday, My Relatives And I Went For A Swim At Safra,

Was Quite Enjoyable Though Kind Of Embarassing With My Figure..

I Took Out My Clothes And My Cousins Start Laughing So Loud...

But Anyways Had A Great Time There Swimming For Almost 4Hours!!

Went Back Home Feeling So Beat Up..Had Numbs,Feverish And Uneasy Feeling All Over My Body

But It Was A Great Exercise It Was Worth It!!

Tomorrow Its A Christmas BBQ Party Hosted By Rachel Again.Wonder What Will Happen..Will I Be Happy Or Still Will Have My EmoSelf :O

-End Of Post- AhFusi0n :D

After Exams Over, I Had A Problem With One Of My Friends.
I Was Just Trying To Encourage Her To Join My Friends And I For Ice Skating..
I Got Mistaken Instead..
Why Would I Like Someone When Nobody Accept Me?
When Holidays Came, The Last Day Of School..
My Friend Named Rachel, Suggested To Go And Eat Pizza Or KFC With Our Group Of Friends..
But I Didnt Want To, As I Was On Diet And Didnt Want To See Them Eating Either..
I Rejected The Invitation And They Begged And Forced To Me To Go..
They Failed To Do So And Two Of Them Got Pissed Off..
Both Of Them Blammed Real Badly Though I Dont Think I Was In Any Fault :(
Its Not My Problem, As I Had My Reasons For Not Going.
Later When I Unable To Slim Down, They Will Say That I Only Talk No Action On Slimming..
So You See I Am In A Difficult Spot...
In The End We Got A Bad Conflict...


Soon, We Had Elective Module In Our School Holidays..
When It Ended One Of My Friend, Nicholas And I Decided To Go Tiong Bahru.
Rachel Wanted To Follow And Wanted To Have Lunch Over There..
But I Didnt Plan To Have, And Have No Money After Buying My Stuff.
She Again, Sad And Gave Me A Disappointed Face..
But I Dont Bother About It Anymore As I Have My Own Life..
I Am Not Gonna Always Follow Anyone Plead And Plan Anymore...
Since I Am Not That Top Friend For Them Why Should I Waste My Time On Them?
I Should Just Do Whatever I Want..
I Dont Know What To Do Anymore... Keep Having Problems Even In Holidays.. :(

~End Of My Post~

Heres My 3rd Post

After Finishing My Exam I Had A Really Bad Feeling That I Will Retain...
Today, My Friends And I Went For Ice Skating,
I Never Play And I Just Sit There Looking At Them Play.
Though I Am In A Very Lousy Mood I Still Enjoyed It..


Everytime Helped My Friends They Just Dump Me Aside,
I Helped Them And Got Mistaken By Something Else...
I Should Stop Helping And Not Being Nice Anymore Then..
I Hope Things Get Back To Normal...
But I Guess It Cant..
Cause It Wont Be The Same Anymore....
As We Will Keep Thinking Back To The Incident When We Get Along...

-End Of My Post- Cya

Hiie All This Is My Second Post~ :)

After My Social Studies Exam,
My Friend, Rachel Suggested On Where To Revise Our Maths.
But Siew Lee Wanted To Go Home Sleep..
While I Also Wanted To Go Home And Study Alone..
I Know That I Could Not Study If I Am With My Friends Without A Teacher..
But In Any Case, We Decided To Go To Nicholas House For Revision..
Though I Said That I Will Only Be Watching Kateiyoushi Hitman Reborn..
Anyways, We Reached There And I Did Not See Them Revising LOL!!
We Waited For Our New Friend, The Name I Would Not Mention In Case It Causes Conflicts..
Our New Friend Arrived And Rachel Went To Take A Nap,,,
Nicholas Said That Once Shes Awake We All Will Study..
But Then She Woke Up At 2.30 Where Siew Lee Needed To Go Home..
Me Too, Wanted To Go Home As I Did Not Wanted To Go There In The First Place..
After Awhile Rachel Also Say Lets Go Home LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So We All Went Home Without Revising Anything LOL!!!!
What A Weird And Dot.. Dot... Day I Wasted xDDDD

~Well End Of My Second Post :)~

My First Post Is Here! And It Is What I Am Going Through Recently Or Maybe This Year :(


Exams Are Here And Yet I Am Unable To Revise,
I Opened My Book And Fell Asleep Shortly..
I Hope I Can Pass My Exam And Get Promoted.


Besides This I Felt Very Tired Of My Life..
I Cant Slim Down..
The Girl I Loved Does Not Like Or Love Me..
Everything Does Not Goes Right For Me,
I Let Go Of Her And Found Myself Admiring Someone..
I Did Not Dare To Tell Her...
Because I Dont Want To Get Rejected Again...
I Know That I Dont Stand A Chance...
I Am Too Ugly And Unfit For Any Of Them..
I Feel Like Giving Up On Everything...
Just Want To End My Life...


Beside All That, I Also Have Problems With My Group Of Friends..
Almost All Of Them Just Treat Me Like Some Trash...
To Them, I Am Just A Comforter And Problem Solver..
Wanted To Leave, But I Gave My All To Them..
Also, The Girl I Admiring Now Is In The Group..
Felt So...Arghhh....Just Hate These...
I Never Gonna Be Someone Important To Them :(


-I Am Gonna End My First Post Cya-

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